i'm like a mushroom, always in the dark and full of shit.

aimee labrie has been an updating fiend in her journal which compels me to update, it's kind of like a competition.

today is thursday and i love thursdays, especially this one because jason rose will be here in 27 hours and harry potter comes out in 32. yes, at work when I am bored I calculate the hours until the next time I'll see him, and since the math is normally crazy hard because the numbers are huge, that occupies me for a good amount of time due to the fact that I'm simultaneously directing traffic, talking on the radio and watching the job-site. i consider it part of my GRE review and also, the crazy girlfriend side of me. The crazy girlfriend side of me caught myself dialing j.rose's number last night to tell him that if it meant me cutting off the toes on my left foot so I could see him sooner, i'd do it. I think maybe at some point I will tell him that (probably when I'm desperate in Germany) but even though i'd be joking when I'd say it, i'd be fearful he would actually think that there is some truth in it and then break up with me.

I'm super excited for jason's visit, even if it means him having to meet my parents and me having to be on 24/7 guard to make sure that my family doesn't embarrass me. I hope they can put on the show of being normal for at least a weekend, shouldn't be that difficult, right? Tomorrow night when he gets here (and after I kiss him for a year because he is absolutely the best kisser I have ever kissed) we're going to go see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.

I honestly think I've found a good, nice guy. He called me today at work to tell me that he missed me...and then called back again to ask if i ordered the new harry potter, probably because he was going to pick one up for me. I can't say enough good stuff about him and I really like that.

I didn't review for the GRES yesterday and I didn't stress about them today, although I was super pissy. I think I have PMS. Anyway, I basically stood on the side of the road all day with maniacs (angered maniacs) trying to beat the sign turn and not have to wait in traffic. I completely understand their impatience and anger because I always get pissy when I have to wait in traffic too, but then I realized that the difference between me and them is that now when I have to wait in traffic due to construction, I can just happily roll my windows up and crank my AC while the people outside are sweating bullets. If they really want a problem they can surely trade places with me and then see how much less fun I'm having thinking about the sweat beads dripping down my legs under my jeans and how my feet are beginning to lose feeling.

I also couldn't stop burping today, again. This must stop. I can not live a life of burping. And i'm not talking about burping like once or twice an hour. I'm talking about at least 10-20 times an hour..it's disgusting, uncouth and i feel disgusting, like there is this permanent lump in my throat and each time i burp i'm trying to give birth to a child out of my mouth.

lots to do tonight...in order to make the nagy mansion acceptable for jason's visit. :)